Mastermind

It’s just me trying to write
When everything seems to be all right
But when u reach me inside
Nothing’s left of me to give anymore fight

Yes, I could stand
Yes, I could jump
But no, I don’t want to go
When I can see nothing but darkness

How if I stumbled
Fell off n hurt myself
How if I got lost
Crying for help but no one’s there

I was there
Alone and terrified
I was there
Weeping in my wait

Where are u?
Here I heard my heart calling u
Where are u?
Here I felt my tears running down on my cheek

I’m calling u, my angel
Dare u to mend a broken heart
I’m calling u, my angel
Dare u to put back what’s already apart

Help me, oh I cry
too many grins in a day
Find me, oh I cry
too many sins I have to pay

I believe in no more words
As it killed me when I was hurt
I believe in no more warmth
As it froze me when I was reaching my death

Who am I anyway
But a piece of world can live w/o
Who am I anyway
I’m just a piece of what world agreed as reality

Lia Andriyani
Dec 18, 2007